I only have one goal for summer – to be able to put on a swimwear without feeling depressed.

I want to look good in this:

I apologize if the size looks humongous. I am a healthy girl where it (somehow) matters.

And this

I’ll finally be able to wear this! Hoo-hah!

There are times when I really want to lose weight fast, but then I know I would be doing it the wrong way. I don’t wanna go back to barfing. It’s just horrible. I don’t even want to try diet pills – they make me feel so sick.

I hope that by early May I would at least look decent.